Let’s face it. I’m fat. I weigh 191 pounds and I’ m 5.57 tall. A week ago was my 25th birtday. And I said ENOUGH! TIME FOR A CHANGE! I don’t want to grow any bigger. I don’t want it to be like this any longer. I can’t imagine my future at all if I stay like this. I want to have a happy life, be sexy, have a boyfriend, go out. I don’t want to be depressed each time I step on scales. I don’t want to be down whenever I catch a glimpse of my pitifully swollen figure in the mirror. I want my mom and dad be proud of me. I let’em down.

I’ve tried countless diets so far. Well, I don’t remember not being on diet. Low carb, low fat, 1000 calorie, cabbage diet, kopenhagen diet…..I took all those magical pills and hoped for miracles. So I was losing weight and gaining it, losing and gaining. All over again. The same story every time. Somehow I coudn’t stay motivated and focused. And I always came back to my old food habits.

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