Why am I like this? A weak-willed, good for nothing crap. I’m a total loser. After such a great weight loss effort! What’s wrong with me?! I am losing all those years of stubborn fat. It’s day 13 and I’m 9 pounds lighter!!! Outstanding results. I should be celebrating. I went a long way and thought I changed. But what I’m doing now is looking for car keys and going to buy some junk food. Why? I’m not hungry at all. But I have sweet cravings and I can’t help it. I’m too weak to say NO! I’ll stuff myself with sweet and fatty trash. And then be dying from belly ache. I’m well familiar with this. What’s for? To end up crying all night and regretting this moment of weakness. I wish I could do away with my appetite for junk food. I’m so down. I can’t even write. No comments. I so disappointed with myself!

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