Cookie diet

Listen, it’s 14 pounds off. I’m starting to love my morning scales routine. I’m speechless. So I did it. Day 24 today! It’s been going on for over 3 weeks now and I don’t have enough.  I don’t recognize myself. It’s NEW me. I’m getting strong-willed food-conscious person. I’m impressed. I know there are so mnay rainy days ahead of me, hard moments, maybe major setbacks even. But I’ll survive. It’s too far that I am now on my weight loss track to turn back. It’s so uniquely wonderful to see my body slimming down. The weight is coming off fast and I feel I could lift the mountains. I believe I can fly. I believe I can touch the sky….Nothing will stop me now.

Best news is that I’m getting slimmer all the time. 11 pounds less! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! Maybe I slowed down a little bit. It’s all my fault. I went to buy that junk food the other day – two bags stacked full. But something totally unexpected happened. So I came back home with all sweet suff and plenty of chips to gobble down everything and watch TV all night. And then after I had half of the chocolate I suddenly felt full. As if an angel’s hand or a blessed force kept me from disaster. Or maybe the diet cookies filled me up so much that I simply didn’t have room in my stomach to suff any more in there? Whatever, I’m so happy I ended up with only half the bar eaten. I feel a bit like superhuman coming out of this hard trial lighter.

Why am I like this? A weak-willed, good for nothing crap. I’m a total loser. After such a great weight loss effort! What’s wrong with me?! I am losing all those years of stubborn fat. It’s day 13 and I’m 9 pounds lighter!!! Outstanding results. I should be celebrating. I went a long way and thought I changed. But what I’m doing now is looking for car keys and going to buy some junk food. Why? I’m not hungry at all. But I have sweet cravings and I can’t help it. I’m too weak to say NO! I’ll stuff myself with sweet and fatty trash. And then be dying from belly ache. I’m well familiar with this. What’s for? To end up crying all night and regretting this moment of weakness. I wish I could do away with my appetite for junk food. I’m so down. I can’t even write. No comments. I so disappointed with myself!

Today one week test. How much I’ve lost after a week. A step on scales and….you won’t believe. It’s 5 pounds off!!! You know what, I didn’t exercise at all. But instead of going by car I tried to walk more. Walk not jog or run. I don’t like jogging. So I am getting thinner! My jeans got loose. My face looks less swollen. I’m quite a chic It’s so funny – eat 6 smart cookies a day and slim down!

Another great news is that I’m not starving! Cookies are very filling and control hunger. Something I’d never believe. And they give me all neccesary nutrients, protein and vitamins. So my health is OK. And I don’t feel weak. Actually, I’m bursting with energy.

So far so good. I will go on like this. And I mean it. 100% focused on my goal – to change my life for good. I won’t let in any doubts, tempations, food sins. My motivation is high. So is my mood and expectations. I will be slim and shapely soon! I will show you all what I am! It’s my time now.

My best friend Kelly wants to try cookie diet, too! She says I’m changing. It’s not my body she means but ‘that glow in your eyes, it’s compelling’. I lived to hear that, Kell.

So I got smarter. This time I am prepared. I spent two weeks surfing the internet for best diet programs, talking to other fellows in overweight hardship I read testimonials and diet comparisons. I even talked to doctors online and weight management support groups. I know what I want – diet for permanent weight loss. Change totally my bad eating habits for ever. And I’ve realized that only an all-out diet plan with medical supervision can help me.

So what I did? Well, today is my first day of….COOKIE DIET.  Yes, no mistake I eat cookies to lose weight! This is a medical weight loss program with diet foods which are scientifically formulated. This is what I learned on their web site. Why diet cookies? They come out best in diet comparison charts. Plus I got so much positive feedback from other dieters. I scheduled an appointment with Smart for Life Weight Loss Center and now I’m sure it’s the best choice I could make.

And today in the morning my diet starter package arrived! I went for in home diet plan. For a start I ordered 4 week program and I got one week free. God, I trembled from emotion when I was unpacking it. My last resort, my hope for a perfect body, the chance to change my miserable life.

I got supply of meal replacing cookies for 4 weeks. In different flavors – chocolate, oatmeal raisin, and blueberry. They came with dinner planner and starting guide, coupons for doctor consultations. And so I began cookie dieting….